the grey area;

What Hurts The Most,
by Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain
On the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And I just let ‘em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though goin’ on
With you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m okay
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain
Of losin’ you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile
When I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder gettin’ up,
Gettin’ dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away
All the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
That’s what I was trying to do

Sunday, April 19, 2009

it’s a happy day! i realise how rare i even say this please? that’s because i’ve been dying to see Tightness’s little son Zachery and i finally did just that today. whee to go man, he’s such an adorable little dude and very duper hyper too! we couldn’t possibly keep up with him, he was always on the run and treating everywhere like it was his playground. i haven’t seen him since the small boy was a tiny baby? hey Kexin mummy, we should do this again some time man! but before the next, we’d better have more energy with us than today. ;)

the last wish is i won’t be disappointed when this journey comes to an end (if it ever does), knowing i’ve given it my all in letting you understand how much you mean to me. thanks for the subtle reminder T, i’ll constantly remember to do away with any expectations. :)

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