the grey area;

What Hurts The Most,
by Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain
On the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And I just let ‘em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though goin’ on
With you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m okay
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain
Of losin’ you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile
When I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder gettin’ up,
Gettin’ dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away
All the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
That’s what I was trying to do

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

updates to go, so let’s hit it.

i’m done with babysitting those three adorable dogs, because its owners have returned from their holiday week. this also means i won’t be seeing them regularly, and i’m gonna miss them little things. believe me on this one, taking care of doggies is quite therapeutic and it never fails to put a smile on your face. try it, if y’all ever get a chance!

with the borrowed bicycles we could get our hands on, the Jtwins went on a night cycling trail yesterday. we covered the Toa Payoh and Bishan areas, did dinner and checked out Bishan Park too. it was my first night cycling experience by the way, and i’m quite positive i’ll do it again. very breezy and cooling, just what you’ll need to curb the humid weather.

good news for me, i finally got a digicam from the Suntec PC Show! it’s a silver Casio 8.1 MP one, quite sleek and light weight i must say. i should begin some sort of photo blogging soon, it’s tiring to type chunks of words at one go. hail the new camera and the photos that will be taken with it. oh, i can’t wait to start snapping away!

lately, some things are very fucked up. you heard it and i’ve used the freaking f word. please don’t make things ugly now, it’s exactly what i should be telling you. maybe you should ask yourself if you’re in for logic or drama, because none of this is going right. i don’t see a point in meeting only for farewells, where’s the realness in doing it?

of course we’ll always be friends, but i don’t think sticking with your choice is going to help us at the end of the day. and you’re making it so tough for me to finish up the scrapbook, what an absurd request to ask of me. quit playing up and just think about it all, please.

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