the grey area;

What Hurts The Most,
by Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain
On the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And I just let ‘em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though goin’ on
With you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m okay
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain
Of losin’ you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile
When I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder gettin’ up,
Gettin’ dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away
All the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
That’s what I was trying to do

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

y'all haven't heard from me for the past four months, and i'm more than aware of this long break from texting about the ongoings in life. maybe and most likely, no one blog stalks to my realm. anyway, there was just an urge to update out of the blue. :)

many significant things have occurred during the intended MIA period, with some resolved and others left to hang. but one thing's for sure; school's out and permanent holidays are in, my internship was long over and i'm done with the final year of diploma pursuit.

i guess it's time to take a good break, look through the available options and move on to the next juncture. and so, the five's (b, 2j, t, m) and my beloved clique are exploring the potential of fun packed vacations. yeah, and these are just what we need before everyone heads off to job interviews and degree programmes! more research and discussions please.

not moving on and it's been a year, such a wasted and foolish bother.

enough said for now, i'm heading to my comforting crib, it's time to get sedated. finally, after a demanding semestral week of sleepless nights. running along.

bounced at
2:20 AM