the grey area;

What Hurts The Most,
by Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain
On the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And I just let ‘em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though goin’ on
With you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m okay
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain
Of losin’ you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile
When I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder gettin’ up,
Gettin’ dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away
All the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
That’s what I was trying to do

Monday, August 13, 2007

pardon me, i know i’ve been missing in action for a long while. i haven’t found time to hang around online, be it msn or blogging? all that truckload of assignments and projects within the past few weeks, with real tight deadlines following one after another. how suffocating and i was very much caught up with such. but what’s decent to know is these hectic days are over and yes, my final entrepreneurship’s presentation on saturday went off quite okay. let’s not drive at the details, because it was just a case of some brainless head with blind associates. i shall not be in the position to mention any more.

yeah, it’s study week at the moment, which also means the dreadful semestrals are approaching. they officially kick start on the 17th and would end by 23rd Aug. so tell me about it, the same old story when it’s exam time, having to find the motivation, get my butt down and begin a series of revision for the 4 modules. and of course, straight after those exam papers, i’ll have to hail the arrival of 11 weeks of IPP. the entire outline of my schedule for the next few months, i’ll update y’all when the time comes.

moving on, i’ve mastered the art of solving a Rubik’s cube a couple of weeks back. with everyday practice, i’m now able to solve a scrambled 3x3x3 cube in slightly less than 4 minutes. it’s one mind activity that really got me fascinated and i’ve been hooked ever since. yes, the JBs have been doing regular hangouts just like before and ashamed to mention, i’m still working on Blessann’s birthday present. very much overdue, i’ll nod to that. my apologies, i will get it done eventually, no matter what. more Botak Jones behind my house, please?

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